I need a space to vent out my fustrations. There isn't anyone whom I can really talk to when I need to. Just don't want to let other people hear me nag or grumble about things that are my worries. Sometimes I really wish that there is someone beside me. Then I would be able to turn to that someone whenever I need a listening ear. However, it has already been a few years already since I last have someone by myside. Beginning to not to remember how was it like to have a partner. Is it really that good? Seen all those who have partners seems to be so happy. But how can I forget the dark side of it? The part whereby both party are not happy with each other and start to quarrel?? How I dread that feeling. Maybe its this feeling of dread that resulted in my status of being single for these few years. Its not that there isn't anyone who is interested. Just that I dun feel that they are the ones. But I am I thinking too much? No one is perfect, so how to find that perfect person? Even I am not perfect. Sometimes feel like hitting myself in the face for the things that I have done or said. I am also a person with a lot of friends. So I am not those people who are not sociable. Maybe I am too sociable that they are afriad of such person? Or they have already catergorise me as one of them? Instead of being a gal, I am already one of their budddies.
Hmmm... Most likely this is the case I guess.
