Sunday, September 25, 2005
It suppose to be a busy week but as one of the appointment was cancelled I became free instead. Lazy almost the whole week in the office without accomplishing anything.
Although I had finally completed the analysis of one of the customer's sample, there are still things that are needed to be done before its completed. I was so happy when I finally obtained the results that is necessary. However, as the time was limited on Friday, I wasn't able to fully complete the run properly. Maybe I would go office and do it again on Monday before telling Ray about it? Or should i just inform him about it first? hmmmm.
Was also busy socially as I was meeting up with Eng and Ivy over the weekend. Heard from Qing that Eng had broken up with his gal. I on there other hand feels that he hasn't broken up with her yet. He is those kind who would not want to hurt the other person's feelings. So i think he would give themselves another chance before giving up. Furthermore, I dun think he would suggest a breakup unless the gal does so.
When I heard about this, the devil in me was elated. I thought that maybe its my chance? Haha. I had admired him since young. I know that he is the type of guy whom I would like to have as a partner in life. However, since he has a gf already. I would not do anything to spoil the relationship. I am just not the kind of person.
Both Ivy and Qing felt that we were compatible. Haha. Deep down in my heart I was happy to hear this. However, somehow i know that its quite impossible. such things would not happen to me.
Just came back from the company BBQ. Everyone was so enthusated to meet Lee's gf. HhAha. All of us spectulated on whether she would come today. When we did meet her, she is those kind of gal that is suitable for Lee. Hmmm, those quiet and reserve gal, almost like Lee himself.
Having such gathering makes life more enjoyable. At least working with this bunch of colleagues is not just work alone. However, sometimes i wonder if the others also think this way. Whenever there are things that happen in the office, i would just take or assume that things are what it was presented to me. I would not think otherwise or even deeper. But it seems that the others would think the other way. They know that behind what is being done, there are other reasons for it and the main motive. Am I really that stupid to see it? Hmmmmm........