Monday, September 5, 2005
Attended Matt's Wedding today. Before the wedding i received a sms from Jane informing me that Jeannié's Dad just passed away. Hence we attended the wedding reception in the afternoon and the wake in the evening.
She doesn't seems to be sad that her Dad is no longer with her. Maybe its a relief for her Dad who was suspected of suffering from TB and had liver infections as well. This quick ending would have ended all the sufferings that her family as well as her Dad might have to go thru if he is still around.
That made me wonder what happens if its my Dad. Jeannie's Dad smokes and drinks. Although Dad does not drink, he smokes a lot. I really mean a lot! Although I had tried telling him not to smoke his reply would always be
"Gal, you just don't understand. I have been smoking since I was 18. Its not that easy to stop smoking""
Yes I have to agree that I do not know how the addiction is like. I do not know how it feels if I am a smoker and wants to stop the addiction. Oh well, I just hope that nothing bad would happen. I hoped that when that day comes for him to leave us, it would be a peaceful one for him. One that would not cause him any pain or suffering.
I do not seems to have any enjoyable to post online. Whenever I read other people's Blog, they would have nice and happy things to blog. But not me. It sounds so disappointing. My life seems to be so grey. When would sunshine ever come back into my life?
