Monday, April 24, 2006
When are you getting married?
Why? You dun have a boy friend yet???
SIGH. Why everyone seems to be asking me the same two questions? Is it really that hard to believe that I do not have a boyfriend at all?? Who doesn't want to have a soul mate whom you can turn to when you have problems. Someone who can lend you his ears and shoulders when you need them. Give you a hug and make things seems ok immediately?
But then again. It is not easy to find such a person. Someone whom you feel comfortable with and willing to share your life with. Its not that I do not want. Just that it seems to me that the right person is not around. Not found yet.
So STOP asking me why I do not have a boyfriend. I would have one when I find someone suitable and he finds me suitable for him as well.
I have been reading my friend's blogs recently. I realised that she just broke up with her boyfriend and hence was feeling down. Another guy came along the way and treated her well. However as fate deems, he gotten himself another gf although he told her that he is not ready for a relationship. That kind of hurt i guess. I began to realised that I might not want to go through the ups and downs in a relationship. I am afraid of getting involved and getting hurt again. I am not sure of relationships anymore. Unless there is really someone like Kiat who is able to show me that he really cares for me and is willing to invest committment and time into the relationship. I doubt i would be willing to start one.
